i broke myself tonight.

fucked up punched me in the face and stole my girlfriend.

208 after thanksgiving!

as of monday i was at 212 due to taking whey protein. i feel tighter.


so i really dislike holidays. i really dislike being down in the dumps. i really dislike being broke. i really dislike not having enough money to pay bills. i really dislike a lot of the meaningless parts of life. i do enjoy the new puppy. i enjoy friends being around to help cheer me up. but i just feel like shit and can't be as stoked on everything as i was before.


such as life.