fuck.



i need to figure something out.

so i have to say this was probably one of my favorite movies i've seen all year. so awesome. i recommend it to everyone i know. also re kindled my liking of a tribe called quest and krs-one. update soon.

warm summer nights

cool beer
lucero on the record player
nights alone with no fears or concerns.

this was the greatest part of my day. that and saving a turtle from getting ran over.

update tomorrow

4th of july ruled

4th of july was really awsome. i worked on the third and came up to my parents house to hang out with some relatives that flew in from California and Washington. after sitting in traffic for a couple of hours i finally made it to my parents house. we had a huge fucking dinner of cross cultures. my mom made lasagna and uncle bobby and lana made some fucking rad enchiladdas. shortly after we all headed to the local YMCA for the town of mooresville fireworks extravaganza. unfortunately i had to go to work. i hung out with the family at the Y up until 9:30 so i wouldnt be late for work. i came to the conclusion that the entire town of mooresville was in that 2 mile radius. after work on the 4th i came back to my parents to help cook some bbq and hang out with everyone. this was the first year ever we had alcohol at our place and i have to say it ruled. my gramps and uncle bought some beer and my aunt made some margharitas and they were terrible, and lanas boyfriend made like 6 gallons of mai tais or whatever they were called. monica and i were blown away by it. when the kids were swimming around me and nikki saw a snake swimming around the lake. we watched it swim around then it came pretty close to where the kids were so we had to get dad to get the gun to have a real 4th of july celebration.after hanging out with the family for a while it started to rain which relly sucked. i headed over to davidson to wath fireworks with elizabeth and some of her friends. we waited out the rain to see if we all wanted to get soaked to see fireworks, but luckily it stopped raining right when we got there. i was supposed to go to the rock quarray with them after the fireworks but i really needed to go to bed after due to working a double next the next night. so i had to be a fun hater and go to bed. so thats pretty much my fourth of july. it was really fun and most of all it was my moms birthday, happy birthday mom.

"could you take on the world?" she asked. the world...the world you say? we weren't even trying to leave our front porches. more less take on the world. it was the summer of 2006, we were angry loud and rambunctious. nothing could hold us down. we were free that summer. and there was nothing and no one that could stop us from having fun. it was the peak of our life. for some of us, it was the beginning of our life. we had just finished highschools and know one had a clue as to what we were going to do with our lives, and honestly i dont think any of us really cared. this was our summer and that was what we were going to do with our lives. live it...live it like there was nothing after the end of july. the rest of us were just enjoying the friends and companionship of others among the group, excited about there future into hell.

needless to say this summer all started when my parents were out of town for a week. me being freshly out of highschool meant they could travel the country and leave me at home to care for the house. they promised a house full of groceries so i could survive the week, the day they leave i opened the fridge and was left with 2 condiments and 7 packs of ramen. so i did what any hungry man would do. invite everyone he knew for a house party/bbq. it went over well i ate for a few days off of what was brought. along with a few people decided to stay the entire week after the party.....



fuck i miss that summer...those friends....that time.....care free...nothing to lose....those were my salad days....those were the memories i hold on to forever. the friends that even when they have moved states away or even right up the street it will never be as close as we were then. we all grew our seperate ways. new friends new times. its ritualistic in life i think to have this cycle of friends that at some point they all grow out of that part of there life and move on. and the wheel falls off...a few stick around but so many leave.

to answer the question that was asked....no we could never take on the world, but we sure as hell tried our hardest to. all we did was dent it with our destruction. quickly erased, vanished, moved on....its now as if the world never even recognized the mischief and destruction we actually did.....no one else will ever no....but us few....we will never forget..

this movie ruled

even though he looks like johnny five




JOHNNY FIVE IS ALIVE